Lyrics Confessions Of A Hotboy - Steven Moses

Tryna find a way to cope with the pain,
Find a way to cope with the pain,
I think everything look better in the rain,
I think everything look better in the rain,

I'm tryna cope but I can't find a way to cope with the pain
I think everything look better in the rain,
I think everything look better in the rain

I still don't give a fuck yet
And realistically I don't think I'm ever gonna
I blow down marijuana, smoke
I never asked for this shit I hope you know that
And I hope you know that every fucking thing you gave me I kept

How about I'm outside at your steps?
My heart hangin out my chest
I'm sorry for all of the stress and uh,
I'm sorry my life been a mess, uh but

Enough said,
How come I gotta wake up wanna be dead let it just end
Or I'm just gonna keep on gettin more paid

And lately I been thinking bout changing
Then I realize only one thing ain't changing
If I said I love you I was just playing
Honestly I think I'm crazy

And I don't know how to make conversation
But I hope that you know that I'm sorry
And you can put my song on your playlist or something

Dear ______,
I hope you find whatever the fuck it is that you're looking for
I know you never claimed to be an easy person but,
I just wish you would've told me it could be this hard

See Loving you is like this perfect magic
Never ending alternate reality where
We can just get high and act like nothings really happening and
Everyday I miss you and I hate it when you're mad at me if
Loving yous a war, I guess my heart is just a casualty and
What are hearts for if all they ever do is break and I just
Wish that I could sleep i fuckin hate to be awake and
What's the ending to this story and do I define my fate
And will I ever be on time or will I always just be late
I don't know
I just hope we both learn better ways to cope with the pain
Everything look better in the rain
Everything look better in the rain
I think everything look better in the rain