Lyrics I Smoke Alone - Stomper , Troub Nasty

I'm often wonderin' & ponderin' my future dig
Will I be prosperous or just another fugitive?
Well stupid is as stupid does but I ain't stupid though
Through struggles and troubles
I done took it like a trooper holmes
But few will know because my journey was so
Friend-less and kin-less like Grimess
They flip like a gymnast
Good riddance cause I'm all about the positive
The envious are full of hate, they all about the opposite
It's crazy right?
I wish that I could make it right
But nothing I can say would ever change the past & make us tight
I'm over it, this liquor helped me cope with it
Another day another struggle
Now I'm quoting BIG
And now I'm focusing
On what my future is
So I could live a lavish life in my future crib
With my future bitch and all my future kids
A vocal legacy, a gift is what my music is

Sometimes, at night
I smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big
Sometimes, at night
I smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big

I tilt my bottle to the sky, stay high as a kite
When shit ain't right, man it's the same shit every night
I kick it solo flight, I'm trying to shake the crowd
I'm blowing smoke homie, walking on my own cloud
What's this all about, homie let me know the truth
All I could do was light my blunt, hotbox the booth
I'm smoking dro, stay up late drinking all alone
Some tell me that they understand but they don't even know
They can't relate, so now they hating on a young G
That's how it goes, the life I chose it get so ugly
My momma hugs me, she tells me that she loves me
Born thuggin', some little bitches wanna fuck me
When you got money, homie trust me life is lovely
When you're broke, your so called homies acting funny
I ain't no dummy, staying separate, they can gets to steppin'
I guess the future is just me, myself and my weapon

Sometimes, at night
I smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big
Sometimes, at night
I smoke, I drink, alone
And I wonder what my future is
Narcotics in my system make my pupils big