Lyrics KMS - Sub-Urban

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?
I always seem to make the same mistakes
The kinds you can't go back to fix, that start to weigh
'Til I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight
I wanna feel it all again
To have somebody, hold me in place
Tell it to my bruised face, that I tried
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
Going with a good being
So, I'll go fuck myself 'til I'm too lonely to feel
Dance like a court jester, just for a film with no reel
And I'll lose all of my friends when I'm no longer ideal
And then get scolded again, just to come home to no meal
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now
I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?
I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?