Lyrics 423 - Sullii

What if I never grow up to be the bigger man though?
What if I don't agree with the saying "You should man up"?
Why you playing the part of the bigger person?
And where was my dad when the situation worsened?
He was never kicking around to kick my ass to the curb though
Funny how little I knew when I was little
My resent was heavy but I never saw the bigger picture
And now I got my real dad this shit is different
At the end of the day I was just tryna be grateful
I didn't want my business out on the table
I already lost a bunch of my
Fucking friends by the time I was 24 though
By the time I was 24 I was chased by the 42's
I was chased by the 42's on the daily
Next thing I know I'm living for two people
And next thing I know I'm living for four people
And next thing I'm told I gotta tell more people
You know me and my brother we still riding
Skateboards and hardcore
He would shout at the top of his lungs whyling
He would sneak out his house in the village
Just so we could talk we got a different vision
By the time we were 25 we had lost another
I love you man, I don't care if our parents different
Every day is another
I see the pair of you stood in the distance
The part that I'm always missing
And that's why I tell 'em I'm always missing
And shouts to my girl, I always got her
I know she's fucking with a guy who's gonna treat her proper
I wanna tell her she should know that I couldn't be prouder
And where the rest of my team at when it isn't about her?
I just wanna forget all the realness for a second
No disrespect I love you
I'm just trying to be on my phone less