Lyrics Hoping for It - Swain

I wanna be a writer
But I'm not doing shit
I wanna be different
But I'm not doing shit
I wanna be a musician
But I'm not doing shit
Wasting my life being stuck at work
But I'm not doing shit
I'm thinking about it
But I'm not doing shit
I'm dreaming about it
But I'm not doing shit
I'm hoping for it
But I'm not doing shit
I wanna get better
I wanna get better