Lyrics how i ruined my own life. - Sweet Anesthesia

Let it be, let me be
There's nothing that will make me stay
Can't afford to live
When I know I won't be okay
Leave me alone, it's all my fault
I can't be good enough for you
I'll never be the one
So what am I supposed to do?

How can I get it over with
When I have to watch our love wilt?
I am my own worst enemy
Now I have to set myself free

My soul's all covered up in scars
I'm not who you want in your arms
Now look down deep inside my eyes
You'll see how I ruined my own life

There's nothing left
There's no escape
Is there anything left to do?
Everything's so tasteless when I ain't even close to you
But you don't care, you left me there
It's like I'm a ghost you can't see
If God could hear my prayers
Then it would be the end for me

How can I get it over with
When I have to watch our love wilt?
I am my own worst enemy
Now I have to set myself free

My soul's all covered up in scars
I'm not who you want in your arms
Now look down deep inside my eyes
You'll see how I ruined my own life
I wish I could be by your side
It's like a part of me has died
All my words cut deep like a knife
Because I ruined my own life

My soul's all covered up in scars
I'm not who you want in your arms
Now look down deep inside my eyes
You'll see how I ruined my own life
I wish I could be by your side
It's like a part of me has died
All my words cut deep like a knife
Because I ruined my own life