Lyrics sedative! - Syn Suitcase

Yeah I'm a gifted soul
Gifted with the membrane of an uplifted boat
Drugs run in the bloodline yet I reflect off the smoke, I backed off it
Yo, I ain't a bellis you hear its what I tote
What I could tote could be way worse

All I learned costed an arm and a leg and a curse
I try my hardest to rewrite the best verse

I lay in my bed and in my dome I converse
Schizophrenia, all in my heart stuck to preserve, got no Xenia I spike the ability to obverse
Flash back, this reality I'm a fien who has a lot to learn
I smoke my brain away and now it's fried and burned

But to my mom it doesn't really matter
perhaps I get away with more than I considered to a platter

Please help me I fell outta the ladder
Dirt all in my eyes and my teeth fucked from clatter
Our love in the past the only thing to shatter
Now my dome and bank account the only thing packed to get fatter
So this is the sendoff of a life to factor