Lyrics Reality Is - System Syn

I'm half way sane today
Or was it yesterday
Or is that you that I'm thinking of
I only broke down four or five...
Or as many years as I've been alive
And you're not
I caught myself thinking about you
It could be I was looking at you
And your face wasn't quite the same
Without your glasses I wouldn't recognize you
Could be the damage from the bullet
Or the coroner's knife
And I packed your things you know
Stuck my finger in the pool
That you left on your bedroom floor
And from the rag my father used to clean up your blood
I cut a square
A little piece of you alive for me
But little piece of mind for the family
But don't worry
I know that we'll do fine
And I know why you had to leave
Just tell me there's a light
Because life is killing me
And I am only so strong