Lyrics Sabotage - TOTEM

I'm too proud to try and let it go
And I'm in a vibe to run away from truth
But you've always haunted me in stereo
I turn the dial, but all I hear is you
And the worst part of it is
How I know that you don't give a shit
All the while, I'm so fucked up that it
Even feels like I still miss you sometimes
I know it's mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Every sense of mine still wants what's buried in the ground
Oh I know I'm mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now
Yes, it's possible to miss the pain
I'm still comparing every one to you
I'm a hostage of an old embrace
And, fuck, I hate that you have been my muse
And the worst part of it is
How I know that you don't give a shit
All the while, I'm so fucked up that it
Even feels like I still love you sometimes
I know it's mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Every sense of mine still wants what's buried in the ground
Oh I know I'm mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now
I know it's mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Every sense of mine still wants what's buried in the ground
Oh I know I'm mad to sabotage the love I finally found
Still my mind brings back to life the past to poison now