Lyrics Instincts - Tabanca

I'm catastrophizing
Need a worry cure
Need to banish all the anxiousness that keeps me cold
That keeps me cold
That keeps me cold
I'm materializing things that never were
Things I can't comprehend because it's all a blur
It's all a blur
It's all a blur

I can't trust myself
I can't trust myself around you
Cause my conscious makes me doubt you
But my [?] wants around you

Fear is paralyzing
I get insecure
Contemplating all the senseless things I did before
I did before
I did before
I'm internalizing guilty graces heart
Caution claiming me to do the right thing heal the scars
Heal the scars
Heal the scars

I can't trust myself
I can't trust myself around you
Cause my conscious makes me doubt you
But my [?] wants around you
I can not forget desire
But I need to keep it quiet
Cause you truly will deny it

I'm fighting
I'm failing
My judgment is bailing
I've given up
I'm in a rut
It's all too much
The invokes it flickers
Your aura it triggers
The wicked thoughts I know it well

I can't trust myself
I can't trust myself around you
Cause my conscious makes me doubt you
But my [?] wants around you
I can not forget desire
But I need to keep it quiet
Cause you truly will deny it