Lyrics Keep It In the Family - Tacet

I said I'm playing with the nine and I close my eyes
I feel like track 17, babe I'm ready to die
I got them Suicidal thoughts taking over my mind
I know that Everything I write ends up coming to life
I pray to god, "will i ever wake up from the lies?"
I'm living in this mental prison, where can I confide now?
The voices they be dissin
My heart, is what I'm missing
I Wonder can I let it go?
Consumed by tunnel vision
Running from reality
Help you but i can't help myself
I'll sleep when i'm dead
I'm living conformed to a cell
I'm Staring at the sky
I'm asking god: "why?"
Lord am i a good son?
Please help me with my mind
Broken eyes staring back at me
I know my love for you is catastrophe
Where was you?
When i was helpless
You? when i was senseless
Broken man solid body
You, were never selfish
I'm praying for help
To rest myself through the night
And now I'm Closing my eyes
I'm only wishing to die
Rose pedal glasses
Pain from all my passions
I fought so hard I'm only asking for some answers
We made the same mistakes
I live this pain we've made
I alter fake, relay
Encounter fate, this day
And if this the last song that you ever hear
Know, this my only testament
Succumb to fear
From the flesh I've grown
From the blood I've broke
Wash my soul away
With the only love I've known
Keep it in the family