Lyrics Ditch Digging - Taz

You say you whippin′ in the Audi with the shorty on your lap
You say you up in the party with them shottys on your lap
But I know just for a fact that you ain't ever bust a cap
And I know all of your bitches them hoes never text you back
You tough as fuck but only when you seein′ me from a
Distance, I could make you contemplate your life with my persistence
I do not forget and I'm not that big on forgiveness
I don't say a word and I could cancel your existence
Last year they ain′t fuck with me
But now they think we friends and shit
I don′t go outside, I do not talk, I don't make friends with kids
I don′t like the light I'm up at night while
Ya′ll are sleeping, seein' everything you dreamin′
In your kitchen sippin, creepin, seekin victims
Hit em' with the nightmares so everyone get em'
I roll up two backwoods and make sure that the Reaper hit em′
He tell me Sir, you need to make some moves you can′t keep sittin
I say okay I grab the blade I find my limbs and slit them I'm
Still walkin′ round the city they stare but they ain't saw me
I been doin′ drugs that make me feel just like a
Zombie I just want to get so fucking high I'm the hour god
Let him know that through the years
I′ve seen that he's a fucking fraud
I can't love nobody,
Bitch I do not even love myself I don′t need
To fuck nobody I do drugs and fuck my health
I don′t want nobody here to think that they can
Save me, I hope everybody and they fucking Mom hate me
I hope everybody listening all feel the same,
I hope every body hearing this can feel the pain
I hope that you know that when this bullets' in my brain
That I ain′t leaving notes I'm leaving lists of fucking names
I′m filled with this anger,
Music ain't really do shit for me I could scream
And sing and rap and you won′t get a glimpse of me
I don't take no pills I just take dubs and wins and victories,
I know that your heart just skipped a beat so pull some triggers G
Come and live a life with these suicidal tendencies,
This sociopathic behavior everyone's been tellin′ me I
Demonstrate on the daily so ain′t no point in helping me
What's after I die cause it′s been 18 years of
Hell for me ain't it funny they ignore your FaceTime?
Every body′s got problems you couldn't face
Mine, I ain′t tryna compare and contrast to waste time
I got scars you can look at below my waistline
If you tired of people all being hypocrites,
You gettin' bullied you fantasizing bout splitting lips
I say fuck all of that fighting and getting ignorant,
Go find his parents pull out your Dads gun and hit a lick.