Lyrics Been Thru (feat. LvFromCle) - Teezy From The Clair

I done came so far
I was at the bottom of the bottoms
I done been behind them walls
I'm blessed that he ain't get me 'fore I got him
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Got me drinking Henny out the bottle
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Roll it up and smoke away my problems
You don't know what I been thru
I chose this life Don't know what I got myself into
Yea I was lost I did some shit I never meant to
Ain't got no love My heart is colder than an igloo
You don't know what I been thru

I been grinding for a long long time
Looking for a way out Waiting for the payout
Gave me 12 years They knew I studied the layout
Momma shed tears and my ex wanted her Bae out
Then my ex start singing that same song
Momma saw me stressing Told me to remain strong
Then my Momma died a month before I came home
Now who can relate to me
Don't know if they real or its fakery
Behead me if you see a snake in me
I'm so real A Gorilla It's ape in me
Space heaters when the furnace went
Ramen Noodles when the food was low
That leather belt when I acted up
But she never let the bruises show
Ain't want the school to know
This ain't nothing but the perils of a Black Man
Runnin from these ghost like I'm PacMan
Prayin harder cause I used to be a Jack Man
Niggas might be out to get me back man
And now these Black Men killing for no reason
Bodies dropping daily off in Cleveland
A new day Just another Killa Season
It's wounds in my heart still bleedin'

I done came so far
I was at the bottom of the bottoms
I done been behind them walls
I'm blessed that he ain't get me 'fore I got him
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Got me drinking Henny out the bottle
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Roll it up and smoke away my problems
You don't know what I been thru
I chose this life Don't know what I got myself into
Yea I was lost I did some shit I never meant to
Ain't got no love My heart is colder than an igloo
You don't know what I been thru

I don't know how to define
The feeling I'm feeling that's deep down inside
Shit got me out of my mind
I do not know how many times I done cried
Wanted you out of my life
Thought you was not on my side
Soon as I swallowed my pride
That's when I found out you died
In this life it ain't no second chance
So ain't no second guessing
So much negativity around me
Almost question blessings
Up to my next depression
Can't get no rest I'm stressing
Reaching my death I'm guessing
So I be praying for resurrection
Where I'm from you couldn't go
Killas
My hood full of those
Walked to the store
But I took the pole
It's beef when yo house got them bullet holes
It really was on the floor
Sleeping
I really was on the floor
Momma was working like 4 to 4
I was running around wit a 44
You don't know what I been thru
You don't know what I been thru
I did some shit I never meant to

I done came so far
I was at the bottom of the bottoms
I done been behind them walls
I'm blessed that he aint get me 'fore I got him
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Got me drinking Henny out the bottle
I don't wanna feel this pain no more
Roll it up and smoke away my problems
You don't know what I been thru
I chose this life Don't know what I got myself into
Yea I was lost I did some shit I never meant to
Ain't got no love My heart is colder than an igloo
You don't know what I been thru