Lyrics EDDY - Telltale

I hit the wall, it finally made an impression
Sometimes I regress into my aggression
My mama said that each mistake is a lesson
But I dropped out of school in 20-1-7
I used my blood to pay the bills for a minute
Yeah
But then the bruises started getting 'em twisted
But even then I came equipped with a vision
I came equipped with a vision
Young Eddy A singing "nevermore"
Go fuck yourself you ain't my Lenore no more
No more
Yeah
I'm still the same sad kid with a telltale heart
It comes out when I'm facedown on the cold hard
Floor
But I don't want to be a letdown anymore

I'd brick myself up in the basement
Yeah
Sink my body in the lake bed
Okay
Thought I almost went insane
But
I got out in a fake gown handing advice down
Why
Why
Why
I said I'm doing fine
Fine
Fine
You know that it's a lie
Lie
Lie
I've said a hundred times
Times
Times
I told my therapist parables from a narrative
I faked so long I started to find my life somewhat bearable
I told my mama the drama was all imperative to writing sad songs and keep the kids sharing 'em

Black cat down nine times
But I'll get you back in the next life
'Cause I can tell the tale of a man still haunted by the dark side

You wanna know what it's like
The pit of my mind
The edge of a scythe
I'm swinging
Young Eddy A singing "nevermore"
Go fuck yourself you ain't my Lenore no more
No more
Yeah
I'm still the same sad kid with a telltale heart
It comes out when I'm facedown on the cold hard
Floor
But I don't want to be a letdown anymore

But I don't want to be a letdown anymore