Midnight Depression, Pt. 1

My ceiling is a trapezoid
As I stare into the void
I feel so many emotions at once
Yet I feel totally numb

I don't know who you are
I see so many stars
You've been far away for so long but lately
I find you still suffocate me

The darkness is blinding
Yet freeing, unbinding
My thoughts get harder and harder to find
Because I'm still trapped inside my mind

This isn't a new sensation
But my conscious seems to think it's a revelation
To spend every night going over things that you said
To the point where I wish that we were both dead

I feel my mind
Cascade into the sky
Take logic
Take rationality
In my depressive state
These I don't need

And I'm alone
Like always on my own
The sky is black, and I
Well I
I wish I could turn back...

Time
Turn back time
But now I'm here
Now I'm here
At midnight
At midnight
Midnight depression is here
My midnight depression is here