Lyrics Home6 - Teo $ensei

I had to meet you for a reason
Shit back then I just
Didn't wanna believe it
Now I'm sitting here
Daydreaming about remeeting
I can't focus on a thing
Can't even sleep
Not even eating
Now I'm not even happy
Like I'm stuck in this void
I woke up one morning tripping
You helped me clear out all the noise
And sometimes I have my days
With you I never get annoyed
Thing back to how it started
We ain't supposed to be together
Kid was trying to get some cudi
You was willing and you let him
Now day and night
I dread the moments
When I had to leave you
With that burley ass head
And small ass eyes
Regret the moment I woke up
Trying to be the master of disguise
I ain't the easiest person to love
But it meant something
Cause you tried
You had a vibe that I could fuck with
Hog tied you doing dumb shit
Fucked up on some fuck shit
I became a different person
Now you near I look around
Don't say a peep can't hear a sound
I look down at my phone
So I just fade out with the crowd
My attendance got a lil better
Hope I make my parents proud
Started working out at the track
Maybe I could see her leaving
Maybe she could find a man
And maybe he could be her peace
And maybe she won't even look
In my direction when I eat
And maybe he got a bigger dick
And could fuck better than me
Maybe his parents are chefs so
He can cook better than me
Maybe they could fall in love so
She won't date another nigga like me

(Like me)
Now I'm homesick
This don't make sense because
All this is on me
(On me)

I was a player when you met me
I mean you ain't know it
So you wasn't even ready
Should've told you from the start
But being honest don't regret it
Cause if I would've told you that
You probably wouldn't even let me
Or accept me
So I left you alone
So I wouldn't be tempted to
Try and get in your phone
But I seen you next day in the sun
In your shades
Walking back the other way
That a nigga just came
My name history
My mind is a mystery
I let you spend the day
Walked you home
Now you missing me
Texted whole night into the day
Pick a time and a place
Did my thing now you
Almost kissing me
Texting you I want you to come over
Got you laying on my shoulder
Who would've known
It would've ended
With you dissing me
Damn I fucked up
Wonder would she take me back
But the pain weighing tons
And I put that on her back
Damn