Violence In Me

In and out of reach
I find myself on a path that was never meant for me
Hiding with myself but all the truth lies underneath
Didn't wanna tell you all the things that I didn't want you to see
Like who I really was I just want you to know what I could be
Paranoid
Feel like my heart is jumping out of me
Paranoid
My mind always makes it hard to breathe
Self sabotage or was I just protecting myself
Tried to make it better but I did it myself
Know that I was wrong for how I left you no help
Owed a lot of things to you I made you myself
But it was so hard to leave
Couldn't even see the better side of me
Ah yeah
Couldn't even see the better side of me
Oh Yeah
The time I ain't know I was providing in me
Violence in me
You were always gone fall right into me
Right into me
The time I ain't know I was providing in me
Violence in me
You were always gone fall right into me
Violence in me
I need more than
You found a lot of ways to make me fall back
Promise I been changing can't ignore that
But I just feel addicted to what my heart lacks
Yeah and it hurts so bad you know it hurts so bad
Couldn't trust myself so I just up and ran
Learn to burn the things that couldn't burn me back
Know that this is wrong but I still love you bad
Couldn't even see the better side of me
The time I ain't know I was providing in me
Violence in me
You were always gone fall right into me
Right into me
The time I ain't know I was providing in me
Violence in me
You were always gone fall right into me
Violence in me