Lyrics At the Barricades - The Provenance

So it's a fact now
What should have been flooded
The best years of my life down the drain
So I'm on the bed
I hate the heart for pumping
Things will never be the same
Wish I was dead and no one cared
Wish I was dead and that I cared
Off to fight despair
Truthfully I really should have been aware
I clench my fist
So I bite down hard, I won't go out like this
Yes, you'll find me there at the barricades
I'll see you at the barricades
Meet you there at the barricades
So I'm at the front
I hate my heart for pumping
Things will always be the same
It always ends like this
Always has and always will
You're all the same
Wish I was dead and no one cared
Wish I was dead and that I cared
Wish you were dead and no one cared
Wish you were dead and that I cared
I'll see you at the barricades
Meet you there at the barricades