Lyrics A Letter To My Future Self - The Voynich Code

As the emptiness surrounds me
I'm left with nothing but sheer regret

The weight of my guilt pulling me deeper and deeper
My mind consumed by shadows of what could have been

I drown in sorrow, my heart screams out in vain
For everything I've lost and everything I could have saved

Now trapped in a vicious cycle
Of regret and the purest form of pain
My mind races with the thought
That I may be the one to blame

Now choking in an endless cycle
Of regret and the purest form of pain
My mind purges few memories
The ones I am most ashamed

The despair that once broke us
Now ties our hearts together
You're now a vessel roaming in my veins forever

There was only despair to connect our souls
And I was too blind to see your life as my own

Was it the lack of devotion?
Or is it just a cruel illusion that keeps dragging me down?

Down
I try to run... but the chains of my past insist on dragging me down
Truth is, I left you alone for years, and I knew you were down
I was unable to suffer along, no matter how much I tried
Down... I'm sorry I left you down
I'm sorry I left you down in hell

Was it the lack of devotion?
Or is it just a cruel illusion?

There was only despair to connect our souls
And I was too blind to see your life as my own

There was only despair to connect our souls
And I was too blind to see your life as my own

Distant memories... now too far to reach
Reminding me of all I've lost
I won't forgive myself for giving up on you
We will meet again one day, in hell