Lyrics Lost and Confused - Theblankcanvas

I been dealing with my past cause I'll miss out on the future
I been driving real fast, cop a rari not a cooper
I been looking for ways to heal my broken heart is bruised
Walking around all lost and confused

I keep seeing her in my dreams feel like she Freddy Krueger
Without her I got all my money I'm iced out from the jeweler
I'm an outkast not talking andre or big boi, cause ima loser
Something I'll never be an opioid, pill popping abuser
So are we picking or choosing, not giving up I'm refusing
To heaven gates, I'm perusing
Confusing all the things you said
I kneel and pray beside my bed
That demons get out of my head
I'm always Stuck between a rock and a hard place
Diamond clock in a heart shape
Call it precious time
No look curry dropping dimes
Always working, on the climb
Applying pressure with rhymes
Love is blindness it's a crime
I'm eighteen and in my prime
It's the off-season but I never said it's off time

You might think I'm crazy cause stuck inside my mind
Once a feeling in my chest, now a reason for my grind
I might tell you one thing and something else another time
A million little problems yet I focus on the meantime

I been dealing with my past cause I'll miss out on the future
Driving real fast, cop a rari not a cooper
Looking for ways to heal my broken heart is bruised
Walking around all lost and confused

Don't come to me when you want some attention
I wouldn't be here without Wes not to mention
Kids see ghosts floating round in the fourth dimension
So what are you gonna do without me
I want you out of my head when I count to three
Said you were always right, I'd like to disagree
One less thing to worry about and that's fine by me
Can you just leave me alone
Yea can you just leave me alone in my head

You might think I'm crazy cause stuck inside my mind
Once a feeling in my chest, now a reason for my grind
I might tell you one thing and something else another time
A million little problems yet I focus on the meantime

I been dealing with my past cause I'll miss out on the future
Driving real fast, cop a rari not a cooper
Looking for ways to heal my broken heart is bruised
Walking around all lost and confused

Lost and confused
Yea I'm lost and confused