Lyrics What's Healing - Thefvmoustrey

Damn, This shii ain't sitting right
Pops was just telling me his visions and plans in life
This shii fucked up he gone now so I'm thugging right
He was just here he left me I ain't feeling right
This pain inside, I'm looking to the sky asking god why
Why you taking all my niggas and the fake survive
And don't tell me that you love me just to waste my time
So much back to back what's healing I think wanna die

Long live my fucking dad
Long live my nigga Tim
Long live my nigga sodi
I'm like damn I just spoke to him
They told me to keep on praying
I'm like fuck that Imma ball for them
I'm like this shii ain't easy stg I miss them calls from them
It's hard tho every night this shii really break my soul
Feeling all alone don't nobody wanna hit phone
Love me now cause one day imma be long gone
(Promise you I'm better on my own)

Them demons in his eyes look In the mirror and he hurt inside
Bitches keep on playing with him and he just wonder why
His love deep,but the shii he seen in life left him traumatized
Lonely child he had to close the casket when his daddy died
A week later he caught a case now he fighting time
His momma looked him In his eyes and asked him what's on his mind
You fucking up son just wait it's gon come with time
Told her I'm sorry and fuck that i gotta get what's mine
It's a cold game just for some pussy niggas smut yo name
It's all the same bitches want clout, money and a chain
Might go insane gun up in your hand wanna blow your brains
Then uu think about how them Niggas gon play with yo name
You more than that
Making all these plays like a quarterback
If that boy choose to speak on you push his medulla back
And when you bring it up aint no lie just spit all facts
Promise imma ball
my name Tommy going up for dad

I'm closer to dreams now
Bet this shii make 'em spazz out

I'm closer to dreams now
Bet this shii make 'em spazz out