Lyrics Faults - Thoreau

When you pass the blame think again if it's to me
Your concerns are none of my concern I think I might just leave
Actively making my voices but passively
So that you're left to wonder if I'm mad and what I really mean
Its pretty funny right?

Hope that soon enough you catch on
That when I'm playing with your emotions I'm having fun
I know it's wrong but for some reason I keep it going strong
It's dawned on me that I'm sadistic twisted when I play along

Call me on my faults you know I do the same to you
Every day when we fight it seems it's always something new
I love it though
Makes it actually seem real for a second
But I know I've learned my lessons counting tallies never blessings

Back to studying your every move it's one of my obsessions
Can't believe you look the other way and keep on letting me
Get away with all I get away with second guessing if it's your fault

I wanted to write a song today and so I wrote a song
I got somewhat emotional and so I called my mom
It's funny how we deal with what we have for so long
Project my insecurities right up on the wall

Autobiography I guess is what you'd call it
That projector of mine I wonder how you uninstall it
I think I'd know the answer if by chance I ever saw it
But I doubt I ever will so for now I'll keep talking like...

All I got to say to you doesn't always come across how I meant for it to
I meant it when I say my every word is true
But my sincerity is drowned in my bad attitude
It's 9 am and I'm already sorry
I constantly make it rain on your party
That I wasn't even invited to
I guess that's all I really want from you

The hostility that lives in me I don't know how to fake
What it takes to lie and keep the peace I know you know that face
Barely hanging by my sanity what's wrong inside my brain
Can't account for why I put us through another hurricane but wait

You couldn't see the fine print when you signed
I don't blame you for your positivity at the time
Hard to believe even in me you saw the light
So innocently unaware it brings tears to my eyes

I'm a charity case no other way around it
I'm a hundred stairs and you're forever falling down it
Whatever keeps you hear forever grateful that you found it
I owe my happiness to you even with I'm without it