Lyrics guardown - Törr

This song hit different from the backseat
Throwing up in the back of the taxi
Don′t think I'ma make it to your track meet
Pretty sure I said about the same thing last week

And I ain′t even worried about my acne
Or the bl-bl-bloodstains on my Khakis
Just wanna act like I know what's up
When I got your eyes staring at me

Sold my soul to be with you just one more night
Lost my character and pride
Man, I hope I'm just your type
Yeah, yeah
If I take my mask off will we be alright?
′Cause I don′t wanna hide, no
I don't wanna hide, no

I chop myself in two
I′m tailor-made for you

And everything I do
Is tailored just for you
For you, for you

I chop myself in two
But my stitches got too loose, too loose, yeah, yeah

Do you still think I'm cute
When I let my guard down?
I don′t think you do

These smiles been starting to feel so numb
And I hold your hand like a loaded gun
My brain's turning to mush
But I think we might still be having fun, yeah
Though I breathe so well when you disappear
I still kinda wish that you were here
Just tryna love myself but I dont know who′s inside my mirror

Sold my soul to be with you just one more night
Lost my character and pride
Man, I hope I'm just your type
Yeah, yeah
If I take my mask off will we be alright?
'Cause I don′t wanna hide, no
I don′t wanna hide, no

I chop myself in two
I'm tailor-made for you

And everything I do
Is tailored just for you
For you, for you

I chop myself in two, oh-oo-oo
Do you still think I′m cute?
No, I don't think you, I don′t think you do

(My next birthday is 23)
(So soon)
(I didn't do anything at 22)
(I don′t think it should count)