Lyrics Even Tho Its Hard - Trae tha Truth

I swear
I'm just sitting back thinking about everything in life
No matter how good I done by people
They never fail men
They know am human
They always come back around totally opposite
I'm good tho
Lot of things been in my head
Days I barely leave my bed
I keep pushing like you said
Even Tho its hard
So much pain I cannot rest
All these time's it got me stressed
I go in and do my best
Even tho its Hard
Lately I've been dealing with pain, I'd rather fight
Like why the fuck I'm stuck in the night searching for light
Damn my niggas lost in the sky without a flight
All the things they left me to feel, it wasn't right
Hell a nigga still in the cell send him a kite
Me I rather hit them with flex I hate to write
Turn my back on any of mine,I ain't the type
That's why the couple of em who left,I hold them tight
I feel I need a different direction, no destination
Devil brought me down, tell him fuck him its restoration
Some people that I love trynna stop me from elevation
Right or wrong I still keep it solid no hesitation
Me I'm in the same location with nothing promised
Where they say you ain't designed to see 30 just been honest
But now I see kids who living ain't have a chance
Just hope they get to see when in heaven I took a stance
Lot of things been in my head
Days I barely leave my bed
I keep pushing like you said
Even Tho its hard
So much pain I cannot rest
All these time's it got me stressed
I go in and do my best
Even tho its Hard
They told me keep my faith while I'm losing and it'll pass
Praying one day I'll get a blessing right out the stash
Hard to see one day you'll be first when always last
I swear it's like your life's only relevant when there's cash
Be careful who you give dedication, they'll leave you crashed
Just know you at somebody's disposal like you was thrash
No help with me controlling emotions I only spazz
Too many niggas singing the blues right over jazz
I'm speaking different
Most of us live at a different tune
Not knowing days we made it out mama we would be doomed
My children ask me would it get better?
I tell em soon
I'm equal to the grace but I'm guessing it wasn't ruined
Even if I never get noticed,I couldn't trip
I know when on my feet, keep it planning I wouldn't slip
Anyone that's less off a thousand,I gotta dip
Regardless tell em look at me now, I got em clip
Lot of things been in my head
Days I barely leave my bed
I keep pushing like you said
Even Tho its hard
So much pain I cannot rest
All these time's it got me stressed
I go in and do my best
Even tho its Hard