Lyrics Today - Troi Irons

Today I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I'm alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise

Today I feel like suicide
I'm just so tired, I've got to rest
The thing's I've locked inside my chest
I feel so trapped in my own mind
It don't shut down like all the rest
They laugh and play while I'm stuck in chess

Today I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I'm alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise

Today I feel so paralyzed
They say that I don't give my best
I gave my all, got nothin' left
Yeah, yeah
Today I feel like suicide
No one here to second guess
It's just me and my own breath

Today I feel like suicide
Tomorrow, I might say I'm alright
I just wanna reach my paradise
I just wanna reach sweet paradise