Lyrics if it matters what I think now - Twiztid

I′ma live forever
I'ma live forever
I′ma live forever
Live forever
Your life's an indecision
Somehow you'll never choose
No matter what the game
You′ll never win, you

I don′t wanna be lonely, I wanna be alone
Too many things in my world are going on
Can't shut ′em off or turn the voices down
The crowded room when you want no one around
Overwhelms me and upsets me
Feeling weak 'cause you′re not there to protect me
You tell me that's everything fine
So I can realign with the reality
That we live in ′cause I get lost sometimes
You're a lifeline, ready to bring me back
When I'm not here and I don′t know how to act
Fast forward and I fade to black
And I′m hoping I got another video life game stacked
So when I wake, I can get back on track and
Told me to go, will you let me back in?
I've been changing, rearranging
I′ll always be the static on your radio station
Now whether you dial me out
Dial me in, or dial me up
Every now and again I be there or fucked up
And you could pretend that I'm better than I ever been
But we would only be lying to each other again
I′m bad news in those shoes and these old soles
Love each other more than anyone else do
And so I ask you, before when I pass through
Does anyone out there feel that for you?