Lyrics Empty Reality - Uzi Q

Feeling that my life is like an empty reality
Hoping I could fill up this space
I've been feeling lost ain't got much time to escape
Mind's been struggling to find the words to say
Life is moving way too fast it's feeling like a race
Out here praying to keep up with this pace
20 years we've gone and I'm still feeling alone
Contemplating if I should pick up the phone

While the homies popping out and having they're fun
I stay posted in my nest feeling like I'm on the run
In a cold place fighting demons in my mind
With no angels with me fighting by my side
Riding solo in this race against time
With no knowledge of how to speak my mind
Feeling like a maze runner losing so much time

Life's a constant race
Everybody wants first place
Steady praying for heavens sake
Mentally to keep up with the pace
Racing thoughts have been a constant battle
Like a cage I'm feeling rattled
I'm not the Shepard but the cattle
Nor the cowboy but the saddle
Nor the snake I'm more the rattle
Enough to bury me in gravel
All the homies wanna travel
I'm on a flight with no arrival
Like Malaysia I disappear
With no way down I'm stuck in the air
Gotta find a way out I'm so filled with fear
I'd be lying if I told them I was on the way there
I'm--

Feeling that my life is like an empty reality
Hoping I could fill up this space
I've been feeling lost ain't got much time to escape
Mind's been struggling to find the words to say
Wishing things were different
Having many premonitions thinking
20 years we've gone and I'm still feeling alone
Contemplating if I should pick up the phone
But I don't know who to call or where to go

Every single time it feels like life will bring you down
You gotta turn it full circle gotta turn that shit around
Coping inner pain got nobody that I can blame
Gotta find the courage in me gotta fight to keep it sane
Weighing out the highs and lows
Can't see the ops they in my soul
I gotta choose to play a role or I'll lose to my inner foes
Blessed with all these different choices
But a battle of devotion
Causes stress and a commotion
Feeling blonde dumb not Frank Ocean
(Fuck this)

Feeling that my life is like an empty reality
Hoping I could fill up this space
I've been feeling lost ain't got much time to escape
Mind's been struggling to find the words to say
Wishing things were different
Having many premonitions thinking
20 years we've gone and I'm still feeling alone
Contemplating if I should pick up the phone
But I don't know who to call or where to go

Pushing for your life to become filled with vitality
With goals to find an inner escape
No need to hit the dash take life slow you set the pace
Rooting for you to find an inner escape
Talk to me and listen
Work your mind mental conditioning
20 years you've gone but no need to feel alone
And I'm glad you went ahead picked up the phone
Got more life to live you just got in your zone