Lyrics Lessons Learned - Veiinz

Got me breaking her heart and now my stomach's turning
I got emotional damage now my soul is burning
I left her lone in the dark now she forever hurting
But I keep on moving cause I'm still lesson learning
And I promise if you loosened up a bit
These anxious thought won't be causing fits
While I'm just thinking I sit
Missing her touch and her lips
Think on moments like this
For all the love and the bliss
Got me striking out this ain't no hit or miss
Talking all of this shit without a loaded clip
Missing the target like shooting from the hip
Try to end my life without a hollow tip
It's now or never no time to reminisce
I was a trouble youth stuck up with this loneliness
Since I was a git always struggled fitting in
I was the ugliest like my name was $crim
Stayed a no name nobody fucked with vin
To much to handle was a phantom
This depression was consuming him
Blow out the candle who could stand him
His darker side was caving in
Though about it
Load the clip
Just to try the shit
Revolver ready
Hold it steady
Load it back
Just to hear the click
One time you lucky
Death was lovely
Playing russian roulette
Like his name was death
Second click was disappointing him
Waiting for it
He knew he had to meet the grim
Grim reaper
Gods one and only life receiver
Smoking reefer
He thought it was all beneath her
Unsettled feelings
He knew that he could never keep her
She wasn't perfect
Made him sick like he had caught the fever
But she was worth it
Even if his friends don't believe him
It was me you were deceiving
Fell in love wit a demon
My soul she was stealing
Caught up inside a feeling
She only loved me for the healing

And I can't let go of her
(Can't let go baby can't let go yeah)
Only one for me is her
(Its on her yeah its only her)
But I can't let go of her
(Can't let go baby can't let go yeah)
No she left me feelin hurt
(Let me hurt let me scar let me hurt you)

I could've never done the loving in knew it from the start
I was afraid to be alone but I kept it in the dark
Then I found someone good wit an evil heart
Finally opened up when I was falling apart
But the bitch just played on my feelings like some fuckin cards
Down bad couldn't give up on her yet
Punch me in the face for anyone else that be death
Then I went back to her and tried my best
Till she dubbed me and hit me wit a shot to the chest
I admit bitch I was depressed
But for you I would try to impress
Even tho all she wanted to do
Was manipulate and use
For money drugs and booze
I was in it for the feeling you were in it for the sex
I was just a lonely kid while you was searching for the next
Fell in love wit her eyes and her vibes
They were empty words filled wit lies
No strings attached and I still got tied
Thinking back you only liked being high
You didn't know who I was shoulda seen it in your eyes
You cheap lil whore how you do me like this
Gave my all my every thing to a bitch
That's why when we fucked you didn't wanna kiss
Never cared about me you was always caught In the bliss
Thought we was a pair like lilo and stitch
Instead you go behind my back you snitch
Saw you Kissing on your ex you a lil bitch
Now I need no one I stay in my dolo
I stay S I N G L E
Imma need a promo
Blowing up like G Polo
And if I kill my self tonight would you even know tho
I got a word of advice do love a hoe bro
I got a word of advice do love a hoe bro

And I can't let go of her
(Can't let go baby can't let go yeah)
Only one for me is her
(Its on her yeah its only her)
But I can't let go of her
(Can't let go baby can't let go yeah)
No she left me feelin hurt
(Let me hurt let me scar let me hurt you)