Van

Blue light, Moon light
You got me through my darkest night
Exhaled our plans like a flat-world theory
It's a little naive but
It's all right, it's all fine
We don't mind when we're entwined
Lucid in a loose sense when we're acting our shoe size
It's a little naive but
Good times, outshine
Rationale and airtight alibis
No such thing as a part-time feeling, my mind's
Lucid in a true sense when I'm trapped in your eyeline
Lucy in my sky and my byline
My one and only supply line
That's a little naive but

So easily led
Smell of your perfume
Vella she's cursed you
They said
They never heard you
At 3am
You never spun that web for them
Much too precious thread
If you're misled
Then I'm a little naive so

No matter how much you say you want us to be
I've been watching you become an absentee
Watching you become fancy-free
Living out our plans without me
Living out of the van without me
And no matter how much you say you won't up and leave
I've been watching you become a tragedy
Secretly hoping that you might retreat
Never thought I'd ever say I want you to be
Living out that life without me
And no matter how much it might hurt to see
That you're living in A but she's gone to B/be
This just might be the best for me, the thing I need
But when I come to speak I just can't say it
I just can't say it

I just can't say it
You can't just stay here
I just can't say it
You can't just stay here