Lyrics Isn't Clear - Verb T

Yeah, yo i'm spinning out, spinning out, spinning out

Yo i'm spinning out, running in rings around the room
Tryna settle down but everything's about to move
Life is impermanent, my dead skin mergening to earth again
Yet still i'm back to work again,
Running from the future, hiding from the past
Face bears a clue had to disguise it with a mask
Could it be the stubborness that's driving us
Apart, but without that surely i would disembark
Say goodbye in just a park?
Into the cold night hold tight to an old shrine roll dice i've been
Gambling my whole life oh my goodness
The good ship lost at sea, there is no light
Will the pain ever dissapear? what am i missing here?
With only silence for answers i
Laugh as my anger resides into darkness