Lyrics i'm sorry - Versutus

Some time ago i found a friend
Of course i messed it up again
"not every story has an end
At least as long as you're my friend"
Well i guess you're free- there's no need to pretend

'cause i regret the words i said but not the journey we shared
And I'd take back the pain; the hurt i caused but not what we had
And though i tried to stay afloat
You were forced to give up hope
Rest assured; you endured- now it's good

But i don't deserve forgiveness
Or the luxury of moving on
At least until i send these demons back to where they're from
Now my brain is shouting to my heart
"does failure or regret hurt more??
Please learn to not be stupid
Perhaps that's what you're broken for"

It's okay to cry but it won't fix anything; you idiot, Vers
Pull yourself together or you'll just remain a curse
And i can't pour from empty cups
But it's worse if i give up
Don't say wonderstruck if you can't even think like an adult

'cause i would be myself if doing so was harmless and fun
And i can't see the end but just a step is more than enough
Yeah this'll sound like it's a joke
But it rhymes so here we go
It's my fault, so in short; ima orrt

But i don't deserve forgiveness
Or the luxury of moving on
At least until i send these demons back to where they're from
Now my brain is shouting to my heart
"does failure or regret hurt more??
Please learn to not be stupid
Perhaps that's what you're broken for"

No i don't deserve forgiveness
Or the strength to carry on
I wish there was a reason but I can't explain at all

I don't care if I'll be lonely
I just hope that I'll be strong
I just wish there was an answer i could find before i fall