Lyrics Failure - Vices

I failed enough to know
That I don't know much at all
I've been trying to learn to run
Since before I could crawl
My mind races ahead
Leaving this body for dead
I'll destroy everything
Before I make sense of my head

I'm trying to find the line
Between the chaos and the choices I've made
But its everywhere so suffocating
I'm trying not to let it define me
That I'm not yet where I want to be
But these songs are
The closest I've come
To making sense of anything

So thankyou
Thankyou all for being here

I'd writeyou something beautiful
If could Trust me I would
But all that comes to me
Are these sad songs
About a guy
Trying tofind reason in this life