Lyrics I'd Kill Myself If I Could - Vvenin

I wish I had a gat
I'd fucking kill myself
Took too many fucking chances now there's blood on my shelf
It's too late to get help
You couldn't fucking save me now I'm going to hell
When a man loses his mind
There's no fucking chance
Just thinking this way is a thought crime
That's why I love it
Feeling helpless is the way to be
All
Of my life is gone
I'm just a hunk of what I once was
I wish you fucking loved me
But i guess I'm too good for that
I'm being who I am and now I'm scolded for what
Fuck you hope you die
It's soon anyway old age, rot
When a man loses his mind
There's no fucking chance
Just thinking this way is a thought crime
That's why I love it
Feeling helpless is the way to be