Lyrics Hindsight - Werewing

Sold my soul off to a toll box under streetlights in the nighttime
In the change box dropped a new one, it was tainted by the limelight
Took a night train in the dusk rain to dealer for my migraine
Got abducted by a spirit in the cellar it was contained
Now I live life in the twilight and the cold nights never freeze me
And my skin is so distorted by the dark haze in the foyer
Where i hang from chandeliers all candle coated and contorted
Don't you see me, just a ghost now, dear mother, are you let down?

All at once I see, calling out to me
Remnants of my dreams, chanting a story
A bridge yet to be passed, the last one didn't last
In fires of my making, to ash I have forsaken
In the wind, drift away
Breathing in their smoke and say I won't light another
But my breath's made of gasoline
Fingers like tinder and matches that spark up and fuck up this memory
And all at once I see, calling out to me
Try on another, I'm sure it won't hurt this time

We see the bright light in hindsight
Are we chosen or imposed on
Conditioned synthetic wishes
Do we choose them, or refuse them
When we achieve independency
Control was never ours either way
On god's right hand is a prophet
And we're denied, until next time

All at once I see, beckoning to me
Memories of a broken trust bond
Gut feelings feel like a shotgun
Regurgitated and fated to be sedated
Mind jaded, serrated till day ends and I fall

We see the bright light in hindsight
Are we chosen or imposed on
Conditioned synthetic wishes
Do we choose them, or refuse them
When we achieve independency
Control was never ours either way
On god's right hand is a prophet
And we're denied, for the last time