Lyrics I Watched Her Leave - Whize

I watched you leave in the night breeze of September
Hardest shit to let go that shit i still remember
Hardest shit to let go i wonder can i let her
Fuck up my mind the way she fucked up my heart?
I feel the rain before it starts, i feel the pain is getting large
My brain is getting dark im popping one with all my thoughts
Put a bullet in my brain so i can finally be sane
I dont want this as mistakes and i dont want this as regrets
I want something that stays and can help me to forget
Im in all these emotions and i feel i can't control it
Im dancing with the devil and i feel im at his level
I understand the hatred i can no longer be patient
Even through the lies i still felt that you were my angel
Satan was an angel once, maybe you were just the one?
Angel with the broken wings maybe you're my fallen one?
Angel with the broken wings maybe you're my fallen one?
I watched you leave in the night breeze of September
Hardest shit to let go that shit i still remember
Hardest shit to let go you said we were forever
Broken my trust and thats what ended shit with us
How we let this shit become, nothing and fade to dust?
Nothing but the basic lust, life becomes so fucking tough
When can it just be enough?
Always kicking when im down
Never when im up and proud, never see that come around
Searching for a better town, out of place and out of mind
Somewhere i can just be fine
Searching for a better life, something over all of mine
Hanging on for all my life,
i just need to find the light, living, but a corpse inside