Lyrics Heart on Black - Wizzy

I'm tryna listen to god but the devil in my ear
She say i'll beat the odds so she tryna interfere
I been praying to god to lift this pain up off my shoulders
Lately i been dealing with some boulders
I can't keep going on baby, i need a break from all the gunshots and the tears
She say she just need me, i know she lying she just dont know how to feel yea

So when my uncle found his home in the heavens
I cant explain the feeling, feel like a hole in my shit
Where my heart was suppose to be, feel like a hole in that bitch
And when my brother got locked up, i fell alone in a pit yea
Uh, i talk to god but it feel like he don't talk to me
I beat the odds i was suppose to be in custody
Bros locked up, some of em dead, i know that god love me
Feel like an outlaw screamin thug life only god can judge me
She say she love me, babygirl i'm just so tired of loving
Going through this shit alone, i'm just so tired of thuggin'
When you in the feel sometimes you just get so tired of duckin'
So i bust back and when i shoot im tryna clap

I'm tryna listen to god but the devil in my ear
She say i'll beat the odds so she tryna interfere
I been praying to god to lift this pain up off my shoulders
Lately i been dealing with some boulders
I can't keep going on baby, i need a break from all the gunshots and the tears
She say she just need me, i know she lying she just dont know how to feel yea