Lyrics Don't Wanna Be A Role Model - XWILL

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't want no one to look up to me
I made too many mistakes
I'm not someone you should be

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't wanna be no example
I'm just a guy
Finding his way to survive

I'm sorry that I kinda skipped town
I'm sorry that it seemed like I was never around
I'm sorry I told you I love you, I must not know what it means
I think it's the way I grew up, that shit really fucked wit me
I'm sorry I wasn't the man, I always tried to be
Cuz I always had the best intentions, I mean honestly
I tried, like I really, really, fuckin tried
But it's like in the end, I'll always be that guy
I fucked up but
I'm just tryna, get my love up
I just wanna
Show you that I really cared
That, in the end, I was the nigga that was there
When it counted
And don't you ever fucking doubt it

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't want no one to look up to me
I made too many mistakes
I'm not someone you should be

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't wanna be no example
I'm just a guy
Finding his way to survive

Now I'm sorry this a little speedy
It's a long list
I apologize to pops, Frankie, allison, and Chris
Sorry to Vanessa too, yeah that's my big sis
Sorry everybody that I'm pretty sure I missed
Sorry I don't check my messages, sorry my skin is black
Sorry, that apology I'm actually taking back
But I feel sorry inside some of you hate that
Matter fact, no I don't
Sorry, I want all the smoke

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't want no one to look up to me
I made too many mistakes
I'm not someone you should be

I don't wanna be a role model
Don't wanna be no example
I'm just a guy
Finding his way to survive