Lyrics Right Now - Xersize

I just need to work right now, right now
Bottom's up, bottom's up 'cause I'm feeling kinda hurt right now, don't judge m
A hundred problems on my mind, I've been staying up way too late, no sleep
Say a prayer, say a prayer I just need a little hope right now, right now
I'm feeling real low right now, right now

Sometimes I'm feeling like I'm just a disappointment
I'm disappointing everyone around me like a poison
My baggage they be dragging, on their shoulders they be hoisting
All my broken promises and dreams and bad emotions

I'm not a product of poverty but a part of me
Is broke and broken partially like I got a lobotomy
And so I oughta be given what they all promised me
But to put it bluntly you never even acknowledged me

I've been right in your faces since day one
Writing all of my songs so I can right my wrongs
I scream on top of my lungs
Beginning on day one they never putting me on

I used to feel like I could move mountains
But now I'm buried in rocks, my heart's pounding
I wanna come up with something so astounding
But I'm surrounded by doubt like I'm drowning

I just need to work right now, right now
Bottom's up, bottom's up 'cause I'm feeling kinda hurt right now, don't judge m
A hundred problems on my mind, I've been staying up way too late, no sleep
Say a prayer, say a prayer I just need a little hope right now, right now
I'm feeling real low right now, right now

I've been lower than the deep sea creatures
Scraping the bottom of the barrel to get features
Feeling like I'm watching everybody from the bleachers
Until my former students evolving into the teachers

Didn't really see that I was digging even deeper
The hill I tried to climb was steadily getting steeper
Tried my best to be my brother's keeper
But then they stabbed a knife into my back like I was Cesar

Cease and desist with stupidity and bliss
Getting kinda pissed when I'm feeling that I missed
Every opportunity to do this
All I really need is a frickin' catalyst

You know what? I'm done with the waiting
No more standing in line, now I'm taking
What is owed to me by the game I'm in
I'm not playing for fun anymore, I'm here to win

I just need to work right now
In my feelings, in my feelings I don't wanna put in work right now
I need a healing, need a healing but don't wanna go to church right now
You say you love me but you wanna drag my name through the dirt right now
I guess I ain't worth right now

I just need to work right now, right now
Bottom's up, bottom's up 'cause I'm feeling kinda hurt right now, don't judge m
A hundred problems on my mind, I've been staying up way too late, no sleep
Say a prayer, say a prayer I just need a little hope right now, right now
I'm feeling real low right now, right now