Lyrics 2018 - Y4k

I was born into clarity, lost along the path
Now my thoughts run through me while I sit in an empty bath
And i thought the day people care would change myself
But this overwhelming feeling got me runnin like hell
So as I sit in silence, the darkness beckons on my mind
I've been caught in trenches for a second, nothin left of my pride
Poisoned by reality, all these snakes do is bite
So when I try to make a gig I stop myself outta spite
Like really, I thought I was stronger
Unfortunately its only been a month since I was hooked on chronic
And people laugh about addictions, like dude it's only weed
But you should have seen the month I sweat myself out the sheets
They say it only gets better the more that you sprint
But when I try to escape my room I end up sittin pissed
My dreams are dyin slowly so I'm left to make a wish
Is this the year I fight back or just cease to exist