Lyrics can't control - YOSHIKA

I'm all by myself, standing on the dead flowers
And I'm yelling at your face
But you don't hear, well, you don't see where I am

There's no simple way to explain my thoughts
I cant find the way to make you understand
Oh I don't even know myself

*My mind starts screaming when I wanna hide in silence
My hands try to reach you when you don't need me
Salty water starts falling when I gotta look like a tough girl
No, I am not able to control myself

I'm still by myself trying to find the way out of here
And I'm asking for your help
'Cause I don't want to kill no more flowers in my head
I am so so scared, I've thrown in a desert place
Gotta run, gonna have to run, but I still wanna stay
Hey what's happening in here?

*Repeat

Yes, no control me
Yes, no please leave me
Love me, hate me, who's me? where's me?

*Repeat