Lyrics Bleed - YellowWorld

I punched a wall before
When I was by myself
It was til my knuckles bled
That's how I knew I needed help

And I told God that it was nation gang and that's until I die, and the truth, yeah
And now I take this pain so it won't happen to you, happen to you, oh we through, bleeding

Had to make sense of how it felt when the blood hit my fingers
I didn't let a peep, not a cry or a scream
I put a hole in that wall and kept punching
If I had seen a bridge I promise I would've went jumping

I was lost I was confused tryna find my next move
In a pool full of doubt I was swimming on through
Mind held by Elmer's glue slowly peeling at the seams
Felt satans hands around my neck he was choking out my dreams

It was harder than it seems people think they know the truth
You can't fight your own battles how you fighting for the youth
We was all lost too, we was all once confused
But I promise you my love, this is not the end of you

Battles coming by the group tired of the rules
I needed a real touch I was tired of the pews
Frustrated and confused didn't know who I could call
So when I got home I went back to that wall and started punching

Gathered my thoughts and my pain and the hope that I could muster
And the seed of faith i had watered when my clouds hit each other
Face In my palms filled with tears I couldn't breathe
When I moved it tears fell but I finally felt free

I found Jesus, no I mean the real Jesus
Not somebody that my mama nem told me he would be
Not my granny Jesus either, I found the true living king
I felt sparks in my room, it was really Elohim

I was dying slowly dying and he came and sat with me
I was scared at tbh but then a ease captured me
Hate was still in my heart he replaced it with his peace
Love over took every thought I had about defeat

I went home and unwrapped my hands
I was scarred
I didn't feel worthy but he told me son come as you are
No more worry no more stress and when it comes in him I stay
I forgave I know my daddy in a much better place

I realized satan hate me when I'm up but he love when I'm down
He hate to see me truly happy but this joy that I've found
He can't take he can't have God my world in your hands
I said I wanted to be bless, he said my son that was the plan...