Lyrics Him - Ym1300

I made him believe in a life
I made him engage his wife
I made him a lot of my shit when I messed up I told him I'll make it right
I made him believe in a life
I made him engage his wife
I made him a lot of my shit when I messed up I told him I'll make it right

Yeah he was a brother to me
He was the brother I need
He slit himself right in throat as I enter the room
Then I see little notes on the seat
Saying I love you so much and I'm sorry for all of the pain that I've caused
Bro you didn't you know you a star
You had so much talent in you and I knew you was gonna go far
How did this happen right under my watch
We was outside my crib we was right in my car
Talking bout life and your therapy sessions
You said shit was good you just came from the bar
Fuck
Bro you know that I thought you was better
Bro you know that I got you a sweater
It had our names right on the back
But I just didn't think it was good for this weather
N-now you ain't even here to see this
Now you ain't even here to breathe this air
The reason is here that life is pathetic but I need you here
You know I can't do this alone
You know without you it ain't home
How stupid was I not to see all the signs bro I knew you was feeling alone
What bout your parents don't think that they know
I think they in paris cuz they always go
I noticed the way they behaved
They didn't give a shit bout the scars on your face
Didn't give a fuck about what you would say
Didn't give a fuck about food on your plate
Didn't give a fuck about you just the money they spend on themselves
And I wish I took care of that back in the day uh

I made him believe in a life
I made him engage his wife
I made him a lot of my shit when I messed up I told him I'll it right
I made him believe in a life
I made him engage his wife
I made him a lot of my shit when I messed up I told him I'll make it right

But I never made it right
I never
I never made it right
I never made it right
I never made it right
I never made it right
I never made it right yeah
W-We used to laugh at the back of the class
Cuz teachers was always on we
We used to wait for the bell to go off
We loved it whenever we free
I still can't believe that you gone but I know that you wanted run
I valued your thoughts
I knew you were smart
You knew how to talk
You had load friends
But they didn't treat you the way I did
You've been my bestie since I was a kid
You my blood every touch that you made every move that you made
Always made me aware you was never afraid
Always knew I had your back and we grew up this way
Cuz we grew up with faith
But it's harder to say that I lost you to earth now I'm losing my faith
Feel like losing my face cuz a part of me's gone now I'm stuck in a place that you ain't here to face
Now this shits going crazy
These days it's just feeling too hazy
I never thought you would be fading
Last night I went out and bought you a gift for your birthday that's up in week
I bought you the new ps5 cuz I knew you was lined up like every week
I'm feeling weak
Think that the pain isn't letting me breathe
I know that your ex left your hurt and that shit is my fault I didn't know she was making you bleed
I thought that a girl you might like was the cure that you finally need
Needed
I mean