Lyrics Pain (Say Goodbye) - Young Matty

Aye this goes out to you
You was my best friend I can't believe your gone
But I know you looking down
I'm here to tell you that a youngin really went through it
I can't believe they took you from me
Rest In Peace Cody
I'm here to tell you that a youngin really went thru it I ain't playin' I really went thru it
I heard my brother died and I was 7k away couldn't even leave to say goodbye to his face
Speeding in this rental like it's NASCAR on a racetrack
Cloudy vision I couldn't face facts
He was there and now he's gone and I can't face that
It's deeper then rap and can't no one replace that
He always told me I would pull up in a foreign
Money on my mind state to state steady touring
I told him I would take him so we could go exploring but now you gone
I wish I could of at least said goodbye
No one knows why some say drugs some say suicide
But deep inside I knew it was more that lies Behind the lines
Deep pressure behind his eyes
I just wish that I could say goodbye

I just wish that I could say goodbye
But I know it had no meaning
And my heart it's steady bleeding
Wish I hit you on that FaceTime
It still hurts me that you're gone
But I gotta just keep control
I just wish that I could say goodbye
Do you think it had a meaning
And my heart it's steady bleeding
Wish I hit you on that FaceTime
Cause I'm steady losing hope
And I'm about to lose control

Remember when I was down bad and you had my back
Got a front so we could lead the pack
Got too deep we had to keep the strap
Glizzy on my side there's no taken back Once we let go then it's a wrap
Remember those days we was smokin' sour diesel
Had to keep that gas on us and it was lethal
Hold up hold up what about the time we had that green crack from ol boy up the street Copped 2 zip pulled off quick double blunt like a limousine
But we was on a mission just to see the green
Beach side with some bitches we a hell of a team
There's some times it feels so vivid then I realize it's all a dream
I wish I could take back the last few months that I had with you
A part feels responsible
and apart of me died with you
I'm here to tell you bro That I miss you

I just wish that I could say goodbye
But I know it had no meaning
And my heart it's steady bleeding
Wish I hit you on that FaceTime
It still hurts me that you're gone
But I gotta just keep control
I just wish that I could say goodbye
Do you think it had a meaning
And my heart it's steady bleeding
Wish I hit you on that FaceTime
Cause I'm steady losing hope
And I'm about to lose control
I'm bout to lose control
I'm steady losing hope
Man I can't believe this shit
I can't believe when I got that phone call I was so far away
I had to make a video just to be at your funeral and I'm sorry for that
My prayers go out to all your family but this hurts
I love you man you was my brother
I'll never forget you
Fly High Bro Fly High