Lyrics This Is What You Wanted - Young Pressure

This is what you wanted when i put that nine to my mind
This is what you wanted now you can't be crying out for ty
This is what you wanted watching me die but know it's fine
This is what you wanted every single pill i got inside

This is what you wanted when i put that nine to my mind
This is what you wanted now you can't be crying out for ty
This is what you wanted watching me die but know it's fine
This is what you wanted every single pill i got inside

Waking up this morning looking for another one to take
I see the devil in my mirror need to be replaced
With all this shit inside my head cock it back and aim
Fuck this money for these clothes and this house
What the fuck's it all about when you run your fucking mouth
Feel like i can't take the pressure from these people anymore
Try to talk about my feelings but i get ignored
Honestly it always mattered didn't before
Why i talk to myself everyday way more
Fuck it now i'm twenty one put it in the past
Been dialing out no one calling him back
Ima be my own man like a father that passed
Teach my own fucking lessons real enough to have confessions
God help me out i know there's gotta be some message
You never thought about me seem like i been neglected
What the fuck is going on
Every single song
Gotta demon on my shoulder and a angel on my left shit
Ima shine like my gold necklace
Only getting older why the hell should i suffer
Dead inside like me you know that's why i had to cuff her
Everything we been through is something like no other
Keep my air breathing
Baby you my everything i'll never be deceiving
The man of my word
Put my hands on your nerves
While i fuck on your body put my plans into words

This is what you wanted when i put that nine to my mind
This is what you wanted now you can't be crying out for ty
This is what you wanted watching me die but know it's fine
This is what you wanted every single pill i got inside

Feel my life is a curse
Probably why i'm bout to make this earth burst
You can have the first word i just want the last one
Asking am i finished now i'm really past done
When all these mother fuckers thinking that i'm that dumb
Grinding harder cause i lack funds
Only way to be myself now i'm back son
Red vision yeah i'm seeing hell
Try an copy me mother fucker but you'll cheat and fail
I'm not losing this situation it's only if i beat myself
So i'm challenging the mirror
This is what you wanted when i drown at the pier