Lyrics Therapy - ZV_K

These days I turn feelings into melodies
And frustrations to waveforms
But these days these lyrics don't ever take form
I still write in cursive
As I let this beat play on this plane as I brainstorm
My head's in the clouds, feel the turbulence
I'm still trying to figure out what my purpose is
I know the root of all evil
Money ain't everything, it don't bring happiness
But I been trying to let this green heal me like a herbalist look
I might've been late to them 9AM lectures
But you can still find me where the lesson is
You searching for them answers in the bottle
But that's the wrong spirit to ask what the deeper question is
So now I'm all about progression
I'm trying to turn a rookie to an MVP
Oh that's all we have time for in this session?
Still I tell 'em

Yeah
God told me to get closer to my enemies
I don't know the method to the madness yet
But they might be the reason I need therapy
The reason I'm showing emotion sparingly
And me being vulnerable's such a rarity
I been feeling this way since I wrote Legacy
These days

These days I been struggling to start
Let alone find the finish
I know how to take an L
Cos I been hanging out with winners
I don't know saints I know sinners wait
I don't know why but I've always been crappy at advocating
For no one more than me, look I'm bad at communicating
Sometimes I lack confidence
So it's less than obvious
I'm a legend that's actually in the making
Cos some things that I think ain't actually what I'm saying?
I'm supposed to be the uncompromising, unapologetic
Young poetic, vulnerable, underrepresented
I'm possessing my own dark, cold heart
Don't know where to start
It's so pathetic, I don't regret it
The most authentic, but I don't get the credit
I'm overlooked and I'm underrated
Yeah, it's got me evaluating the best of I
Spoke to God again and he suggested I

Yeah
God told me to get closer to my enemies
I don't know the method to the madness yet
But they might be the reason I need therapy
The reason I'm showing emotion sparingly
And me being vulnerable's such a rarity
I been feeling this way since I wrote Legacy
These days I been
These days I been
Yeah
God told me to get closer to my enemies
I don't know the method to the madness yet
But they might be the reason I need therapy
The reason I'm showing emotion sparingly
And me being vulnerable's such a rarity
I been feeling this way since I wrote Legacy

Lord I need healing
I been frustrated
I might need therapy aye
Fill up my cup
Pour out these feelings
Turn them to melodies aye
I feel like a magnet
The way I attract them
They're doing the most whoa
Keep my enemies close oh