Lyrics Self Esteem - Zay

My fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
Fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
She left me dead and i know i wasnt good enough
She left for him and i realized i wasnt hood and tough
No self esteem i feel like i aint never gon be up
Nobody here i shut my mouth cause they dont give a fuck
Bitches forever gon run for the bread
Niggas forever gon rat to the feds
Pull out the gun when you put em in fear
Kill or be killed when you live in the dead
Helpin you out and you still gon complain
You saying you thurl but you really a lame
You get around bitches throw dirt on my name
You changed for a dollar i changed for a change
Whatever you do i dont care what you say
Tell logan im sorry im busy to hang
I hope that i see you whenever i can
I fucked up in life i wont do it again
Im happy i got her instead of my friends
The fact that she love me i like how she kiss
If i ever lose her my happiness ends
Beginning of summer i said dont forget
My fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
Fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
She really gone and i promised that i wouldnt be done
I been looking for the right ones in the wrongest ones
I dont know what is love swear to god im dumb
Look around and i see that your my only one
I done lost alot of love and my heart done died
All im thinkin on my mind is straight suicide
Now im lookin all around at these other guys
Got me thinking if i see em its a homicide
My fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
Fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
Fuck it im finna go in on this verse
Im killin the witnessing bitches in church
The heaviest medal i carried it first
You niggas in last i feel bad if it hurt
The happiest nigga to really be on
The saddest applying the pressure to yall
The goal is to get the word out to the boss
I feel like a legend my soul is a god
I do it for me i dont care bout the girls
In love with myself you know logan my world
We up here in heaven with diamonds and pearls
She fuck wit a nigga like me cause im thurl
Them bullets aint touch me im mad that he missed
So now when i see him im killin his kids
My shooters on deck tell em blast if he snitch
She say that he crazy i think he a bitch
My fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak
Fucking feelings always gotta get a hold of me
Dead and gone feel like everything controlling me
Walking on feel like nobody gon notice me
I aint strong im alone and my heart is weak