Lyrics My Point of View - Zayfromthebay

People say that I've been tripping lately, maybe
Mama called me asked about some grand babies
Told her women in my past were oh so shady
Doubt that I could ever trust another lady
Again
My friend
Don't judge
Don't know where I've been
Need a refill, someone pass the gin
Last relationship left me in awe
Staring in the mirror analyzing my all my flaws
Hated on by the in laws
Acting a certain expecting applause
Was that good enough manye hell na
Don't lie
Did you appreciate the fact that I did try
Gave you my wings so you could fly
Member you were hurt whipping tears from your eyes
Love is about effort
You didn't match mines
Of course, it didn't work
Took on all the blame
Satisfying you really caused me lots of pain
Changed who I was and I'm deeply ashamed
Canceling prior plans that I made with friends
Liked how it sounded when you said I was ya man
Always felt butterflies when we held hands
Now there's no way that we could ever be friends
Last time we hung out you layed ya head up my chest
Since then I gotten any rest I must confess

But I still wish ya the best
Ton of issues that I need to address
More or less a nigga be stressed
Cause I tend to wear my heart upon my sleeve
Done dirty so many times I need a sec to grieve
Feeling like Adam the way they tend to deceive
Faithfully these women will play the role of Eve
Silly me to ever believe
That there was a possibility of you and me
Could list a few but I ain't dropping names
Quick to switch on me while I remained the same
Went out of my way trying to make ya day better
But we ain't speaking now so I guess it's whatever
Schemes and things
Hoping to the one of your dreams
But you're wide awake or so it seems
So I'm tossing and turning every night
Asking is there more to life
Cause a fear of mine is dying alone
Stuck in this cul de sac and I can't cary on