Lyrics Whatever - Zayfromthebay

Lately I've been feelin like I'm less of a man
Dealing with shit that I can't comprehend
Trying to figure out life, I don't understand
Desperately in need of a new game plan
Supposed to be on the beach catching a tan
Layed out on the sand with my boo holding hands
When I open up my eyes, I swear you disappear
Livin life up in the rear
Things aren't what they appear
Your heartbeat I can still hear
Freeze up like a deer, when you are near
Losin you was a fear, sadly now I have to face
Memories are permanent I swear they'll never be erased
Killin me softly and she didn't leave a trace
My new reality I guess I'll have to embrace
Tryin to save face, when I say I'm doin great
But I'm fallin apart more and more every day bae