Lyrics I Dream of Great Terrible Things and They Make Me Smile - Zxyvixs

Breathe
Breathe in all the fucking toxins
One deep breath and then take it all away
I fantasize about a lot
Killing people is a dream but myself's an active plan
One day I know that i'll be gone
It used to terrify me now all that it does is bring me comfort
Does she love me does she love me not
These people played so many games
Cant tell whats real and what is fake

And i've forgotten my first name
They told me what it was but i feel its just not me
Not comfortable around people
I cant trust them
I dont love them
And i cannot fucking stand em

Why did they all make me this way
Surely all my actions are not soley mine to blame
Tell me what the fuck is free will
When everything you do is just a learned programmed response

Swimming in a trauma lake
Big weights dragging you down all thats left to do is to drown

And so i'll drown
And they'll get wet from the waves that i create
My spiteful ways travel miles days for days
So don't you never think you're ever far away
My wrath awaits no one is safe
Cover my face in blood now i cant feel pain
My wrath awaits no one is safe
Cover my face in blood now i dont feel pain

I cannot feel i cannot heal
Throw me away i've rotten to the core
Expunge me pass your judgment
Am i pathetic
Send for my execution
Now take this life away