Lyrics stuck - again&again

Yeah, wake up, stay down, get on my cellphone
Lay out, lay out, my mental health gone
Pay up, pay out, where did my sense go?
Right for a minute, decipher my will to fight back
In the midst of these night cons, I'm gettin' my flash
But I wonder where night's gone, time tickin' by fast
It goes by in a flash

Felt like minutes
Now someone is sittin' in the back seat trippin'
Thinkin' about existin'
Shallow is one soul, but hollow is how I'm livin'
The product of what we've seen, the product of what we've heard
Whatchu never seen the nerve with the hurt that occurred in a person

I know this ain't workin'
I could go and talk about it in these little verses
I could make a song about it, maybe it'd be pertinent
But I don't think it's workin'
Nah, I don't think it's workin'

I don't think that this is workin'
All we do is hurt each other in the end, so maybe try again
In the future, we'll see nothin'
Other than the trust in me and all your wisdom fallin' to the ground

All these midden times I've been inside my mind
Why do I try to fight the way I feel tonight?
It's real, I think about you and that things that I could've did
Just let me heal, 'cause I'm tryna move on
Write a song just to let it sit, oh, let me chill

And I know every moment I move too slow
Is a moment I get too close to second-guessin' all that I know
I know, I know
It's too cold, sittin' next to you feels so wrong
I can feel the truth in my bones
I'm second-guessin' all that I know I gotta-

I don't think that this is workin'
All we do is hurt each other in the end, so maybe try again
In the future, we'll see nothin'
Other than the trust in me and all your wisdom fallin' to the ground